The Journey

A dear friend talked with us on friday about his journeys thru the be-attitudes. Blessed are you, that when trials of various kinds come, you are blessed regardless cause I am with you. When Jeff was sharing what I heard the Lord whisper in my heart, "Becke, blessed are you if you never have children".

Of course I wanted to jump on the floor and throw a temper tantrum like a 2 year old kicking and screaming, but in a strange way, I felt peace. A peace only the Lord could give.  The last few days have been filled with ups and downs, and wondering how the Lord would work in our current situation.
We have heard the Lord speak so clearly on saturday that it gave us tremendous peace about what God was doing.

I am amazed at the thought that the God of this universe chooses to speak to me, and thru me sometimes. Who am I that He loves me so.... I am so blown away that someone would know Everything little thing about me, and love me because I am His own. Wow! AMAZING LOVE INDEED!